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Age: 36
Sex: Female
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship: Dating
Occupation: Que te impOrta!
Location: SANTA ANA, CA. USA
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My Biography
...THERE IS NO GREATER PAIN THAN TO REMEMBER HAPPY DAYS IN DAYS OF SADNESS... - DANTE.

Someone once described her and said, Always overwhelming apathy with a hint of depression.

To you is revealed a poet, a dreamer:

HER LIFE IS NOT BEAUTIFUL...

SHE HAS A GLOOMY, ALMOST ANGRY EXPRESSION.

As if she were born into a world of tears, Yaniva always tends to look at the darker things in life. Inside she craves attention yet pushes away society. She is a lonely person. She had many friends but at the same time, she had none. Several people that know her look at her and they usually think she is happy, but inside she is sad. Others that do not know her always assume she is mad and a vain person& nonetheless she usually puts herself down and is not happy with her self. She is a hopeless romantic; hopes that someday she could do all the things she enjoys with someone on her side. She is tired of loneliness, after all, we could say that by now, she should be used to it, but no one gets used to being on his or her own. Drawn to things like the occult and mysteries, she spends her time daydreaming. She is an honest person and it makes it hard for her because most people are not. She tends to be very shy but also considers herself a friendly individual. She loves the dark& awake at night while others sleep. Enjoys walks at night especially in company of a nice friend or a special someone. She loves cementaries, rain, winter, and storms. She enjoys reading: she likes to buy books. A book is a great companion, she says. Yaniva writes material of her own, from poetry to thoughts and short stories. Not certain of where in life she is now but she could without doubt be a great promise to our future art. Besides reading and writing, she enjoys drawing, photography, painting, music: aside other artistic activities. All this is a must in her life. Art is vital, says Yaniva. As if it is not obvious, her favorite color is black and most every dark color there is with the exception of brown. Going to an earlier period in her life, Yaniva was born in Sonora Mexico on a town called San Luis. There we believe she spent her first 5 or 6 years of life. It is presumed that she was happy. Since little, she loved to be awake at night and her shyness gave her few friends. Also, it was said that her artistic talents impressed her teacher. After her first years there, the family and she then moved to Arizona where she resided most of her life, more than 20 years of it. Now it is known that she lives in California. If you are ever interested in knowing more about her check out the site that she created about herself: www.geocites.com/morbidmorgoth666 or write to her at this site or email: yanivaf@hotmail.com



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She likes art boOkS, phOtOgraphy boOks, biOgraphy boOkS, pOetry boOkS, Occult boOkS, hOrrOr boOkS, philOsOphy boOks from PlatO and the Others& She likes many kinds Of boOkS, She likes reading! There are sO many writers and pOets she likes but here are just a few Of the Ones she likes and a few boOkS ToO&

♥ Writers and PoeTs:

BRAM SToKER
CATALLUS
DANTE
EDGAR A. PoE
FEDERICo LoRCA
FRANZ KAFKA
GEoFFREY CHAUCER
H. P. LoVECRAFT
J. WoLFGANG VoN GoETHE
JAMES JoYCE
MANUEL ACUÑA
OCtAVIo PAZ
OScAR WILDE
PABLo NERUDA
WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE


BoOkS:

The Gentle Art Of Making Enemies
The SoRrOws Of YouNg Werther
DemOns In My View
The CoMplete WoRks Of Edgar A. PoE
Tragedy Is NoT EnOugh



::::::::::::::::::::::...- Music -....::::::::::::::::::::::

She likes Different, Weird, Creepy , FucKen coOl Music!

♥Abigor♥
♥Aenima♥
AgathOdaimOn♥
♥Angeles del InfiernO♥
♥ApOptygma Berzerk♥
♥Arcana♥
♥Arch Enemy♥
♥AttritiOn♥
Bauhaus♥
♥Bella MorTe♥
♥Bell BoOk and Candle♥
♥BjörK♥
Brujeria♥
♥ Burzum♥
Caifanes♥
♥Call Me Alice♥
♥Cannibal CorPse♥
♥Christian Death♥
♥Clan Of XymOx♥
♥ClOck DVA♥
♥CoctEau Twins♥
♥CoveNant/The KoveNanT♥
♥Cradle Of Filth♥
♥Dark Funeral♥
♥Dead can Dance♥
♥Death in June♥
♥Dein Shatten♥
♥Delirium♥
Dimmu BorgiR♥
♥DissectiOn♥
Dying Fetus♥
♥Edith Piaf♥
♥Faith and the Disease♥
♥Funker VoGt♥
♥GoRgOrOth♥
♥HoCicO♥
♥Iced Earth♥
♥IcOn Of CoiL♥
♥Immaculate Black♥
♥In Strict ConFidence♥
♥Inkubus Sukkubus♥
♥Jack Of Jill♥
♥JoY Division♥
♥Kettle Cadaver♥
♥Lame ImmOrtelle♥
♥LacrimOsa♥
Lacuna CoiL♥
♥LondOn After Midnight♥
♥Lupercalia♥
Luzbel♥
♥Marduk♥
♥ Midnight Syndicate♥
♥ Miranda Sex Garden♥
♥MoOnspell♥
MortiCian♥
♥MozaRt♥
My Dying Bride♥
♥My Ruin♥
♥Nine Inch Nails♥
♥Pantera♥
♥Rasputina♥
♥Razed in Black♥
♥Samael♥
♥Santa Sabina♥
♥Sepultura♥
SiOuxsie and The Banshees♥
♥Sisters Of Mercy♥
♥Skinny Puppy♥
♥Switchblade SymphOny♥
♥The Cure♥
♥The Unquiet VoiD♥
♥TheriOn♥
♥This MorTal Coil♥
♥Transmetal♥
Tristania♥
♥Type O Negative♥
♥Velvet Acid Christ♥
♥Victimas del DoctOr CerebrO♥
♥Virgin Black♥
♥VNV NatiOn♥
♥WolFsheim♥


Etc&



MoVies & T.V.
(She likes Band Dvds tOo---


She likes Old HorrOr, Weird, Hard tO undeRstand & awesOme mOvies! She likes CartOon MoviEs!

:::Amadeus:::
:::AntOnias Line:::
:::Chaplin:::
:::Clockwork Orange:::
:::Cradle Of Fear:::
:::Dracula (Bram StOckers):::
:::El EslabOn PerdidO:::
:::Edward ScissOrHands:::
:::Finding NemO:::
:::GhOst WoRld:::
:::Gia:::
:::GummO:::
:::HouSe Of 1000 CorpSes:::
:::Juana La LoCa:::
:::Left Luggage:::
:::Lord Of The Ring:::
:::Monsters Inc.:::
:::Nightmare BefOre Christmas:::
:::Perfume de Violetas:::
:::Requiem fOr a Dream:::
:::The CrOw:::
:::The Eye:::
:::The RocKy HorrOr Picture ShOw:::
:::The SaltOn Sea:::
:::ToY StOry:::
:::TrainspOtting:::
:::Y tu Mama Tambien:::

&Etc&

She likes a cOuple funny shOws, cartoOns, EducatiOnal PrOgrams Classic Arts ShOw Case, Travel ShOws& etc!

o[ 3rd RocK FrOm The Sun ]o
o[ Antiques RoAd ShOw ]o
o[ Family Guy ]o
o[ Felix the Cat ]o
o[ Find! ]o
o[ Garfield ]o
o[ Married With Children ]o
o[ Peanuts (SnoOpy) ]o
o[ Pink Panther ]o
o[ Ren and Stimpy ]o
o[ The SimpsOns ]o

Etc&



SPIRITUAL/RELIGIOUS BELIEFS ARE WELL
A MIX OF HERE AND THERE AND SHE CHOOSES WHATEVER SHE WANTS TO BELIEVE OR NOT& PICK AND MAKE A MIX OF OCCULT, PSUEDO-SATANISM, ODINISM, WTICH, GHOULISH BELIEFS.

V A M P I R I S M!!!!!!



FAVORITE CURSE WORDS IS ONE THAT EVERYONE FUCKEN KNOWS AND MOST FUCKEN PEOPLE USE& FUCK =)



SHE HASN'T BEEN TO MANY CONCERTS WHICH "DEFENITALLY SUCKS", SHE SAYS. BUT SHE WAS MORE THAN HAPPY TO GET TO SEE DANY FILTH ON STAGE, YANIVA DEFENITLY LUSTS FOR DANI. SHE LOVED SEEING HIM IN PERSON, BUT THERE ARE SO MANY BANDS SHE WOULD LOVE TO SEE&



SOME OF HER TURN-ONS ARE: SHE SAYS: GUYS WITH LONG HAIR, DEFENITALLY THAT ONE, IF THEY CAN LOOK GOOD IN IT, ITS AWESOME, HOT AND SEXY& DEFENITALLY DIG THOSE GUYS WITH THE LONG HAIR, DRESSED IN BLACK AND MAKEUP ON& *DROOLS* I LIKE PEOPLE WHO ARE WEIRD, FUN, NOT NORMAL& PEOPLE A LITTLE OUT OF THE ORDINARY THAT CAN BRING SOMETHING DIFFERENT AND FUN TO MY LIFE&



SOME OF HER TURN-OFFS ARE: SHE SAYS: POSERS AND STUPID PEOPLE, PEOPLE THAT CANT HAVE A CONVERSATION AND I HATE SO MANY THINGS AND PEOPLE SO I WILL ONLY SAY THESE.



*FUN WORDS, FRAGMENTS AND SENTENCES*: *ALL ENJOYED*
DEATH  GORE TRAVESTIES  CEMENTARY  BODIES  OBSESSED  DECAYING FLESH  THEY COME IN SHADOWS AND SO WILL DEPART  HUMAN FLESH  THOSE ONCE LIVING  LONELY  WEIRD  DEMONS  TRAIL OF BLOOD/BLEEDING  CLASSIC NOVELS  MURDER  SHOCKING  GENITAL AREA GAUGED OPEN  I MUST PUT ASIDE WITH SORROW  SIN  FEAR  SODOMIZED EX WITH CRUCIFIX THE WORLD IS EVIL  FEELING PAINFULLY THE ABSENCE  ORDINARY MORTAL  MISERY  VAMPIRES  ZOMBIES  MORBID  MALEVOLENT - LONG HAIR  TERROR  GOTH  NIGHT  BLACK  SEX  DARKNESS  DYING  DEAD  NOCTURNE  GRAVE  MISING  EVADES  PICTURES IN DARKNESS  I DO NOT WISH TO UNDERSTAND IT  THERE MAY BE A FEW WHO FIND GENIUS IN INSANITY  ALWAYS INCOMPLETE  THE AURA OF DEATH  SADISTIC  SILENCE  PERVERSIONS  MYSTERIOUSLY GONE  REMAINS OF HUMAN TORSO  DECAPITATED  ECCENTRIC  DISGUSTING FOUL ODOR  ODOR OF DECOMPOSITION  DISTURBING  MACABRE  OUTCAST  DECEASED BODY  FORBIDDEN TO HAVE FRINDS  GRIEF  DISSECTION  GENITAL AREA GAUGED OPEN  CATHETER  ROTTEN  MORTICIAN  RAZOR  DIRTY  CURSE  PRETTY BRUTAL  SUICIDE  MUTILATION  ONLY DEATH IS REAL  DO IT TO THE MAN AS HE WOULD DO IT TO YOU, BUT DO IT FIRST  DISSAPEARED  WHISPER  STRANGE  OBSCURA  CRUELTY  AN ART WHICH IS HAPPIER IN THE GLOOM OF A DOORWAY THAN IN THE GLOW OF THE SUNSHINE  WE WAIT FOR LIGHT, BUT BEHOLD OBSCURITY; FOR BRIGHTNESS, BUT WE WALK IN DARKNESS  SCALPED AND DISFIGURED  THEY ARE NOT MORTALLY HURT  HE IS SAID TO HAVE PERFECTED A NEW INTRUMENT OF TORTURE  BLENDED WITH INTOXICATION  FROM HIS GRAVE  TALKING TO YOURSELF  STAYED UP ALL HOURS OF THE NIGHT  GHOST OF A NAKED WOMEN DANCING  MALICIOUS  COFFINS  TWISTED  PECULIAR  REPULSED, YET DRAVEN  VIOLATED THE GRAVES  BLACK HUMOR  CANNIBALISTIC  DIABOLICAL  SINISTER  SECRET PASSION EROTIC  NECROTIC.

ETC.



La injusticia de la vida es algO que cuestiOnO cada vez que piensO en la suerte que he tenidO al cOnOcerte.



I Only want tO be happy in my unhappiness.

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