Age: 35
Sex: Male
Sexuality: Bi-Sexual
Relationship: Dominating A Slave
Occupation: I Am Nothing.......
Location: collinsville, IL. USA
My Biography
I'm sick of fitting a stereotype so forget all this im evil and crazy shit, if your suicidal dont be it cause your trying to fit in its idiotic to try, Be YOURSELF! when someone ask you to do something dont do the opposite to be a rebel true rebellion is not fitting in to a stereotype that everone perpetuates. Love me, hate me my life goes on. i dont know what else to say.
if you dont like what ive said deal with it....anything to say message me.....

i hate myself sometimes, i love myself.

Dark for fear of failure an inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting roiling hate death grip in my veins unveiling rancid petals flowering forth foul nectar the space between a blink and a tear...death blooms.

"3 Libras"

Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million, say:
Difficult enough to feel a little bit
Disappointed, passed over.
When I've looked right through,
To see you naked and oblivious
and you don't see me

Well I threw you the obvious,
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy.

Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded
But I see,
See through it all,
See through,
And see you.

So I threw you the obvious
Do you see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy

Well, oh well..

Apparently nothing.
Apparently nothing at all.

You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me at all
-Maynard James Keenan

I am seeing tunnel vision in a world thats dark and cold,
I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old,
I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight,
I cannot believe I lost control of my fate,
I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about,
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win,
I can't afford to blow this one,
I hate myself sometimes,
I love myself,
I need this way of life because it holds me.
contradictions the way of life happiness is wealthyness is healthy
now I've made it through those lies and deceit,
I think whats done is done and I can't complain anymore i am sure,
now that I've found myself again it feels great I can't believe
I'd lost control of my fate.

"For You"
i waited for you i died inside my own head
and id die again for you
im faded and tired completely uninspired
and id die again for you
so kill me with the love
that you wont give to me
and pack the wound with salt
i want to feel it bleed
you wanted me to crawl
so now im on my knees
im searching for reasons to keep away the demons
and id die again for you
i wish you were near me could feel it when you here me say
id die again for you
whys it always have to be me thats always left out to burn and ill never learn
-Smile Empty Soul

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