lildyke80
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Age: 45
Sex: Female
Sexuality: Lesbian
Relationship: Sleeping Around
Occupation: RECREATIONAL GYNECOLOGIST
Location: PEORIA,, AZ. USA
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My Biography
 



*****WARNING*****
~~~THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS~~~
EXPLICIT LANGUAGE,FILTH,
RUDENESS & VULGARITY,
AND IF YOU DO NOT PARTICIPATE IN ORAL SEX-
***KEEP YOUR FUCKING
     MOUTH SHUT!!!***
    THANK YOU
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FUCK EM- IF THEY CANT TAKE A JOKE,
JOKE EM- IF THEY CANT TAKE A FUCK!!


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DONT SWEAT THE PETTY THINGS..
PET THE SWEATY THINGS
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IF BARBIE IS SO POPULAR
~Y YA GOTTA BUY ALL HER FRIENDS??



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DONT TAKE LIFE 2 SERIOUSLY
YOU'LL NEVER GET OUT ALIVE!



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♥~^~♥~^~ ♥ ~^~ ♥ ~^~♥~^~♥

~~~FOR THE ONE YOU LOVE~~~
ID FUCK U STANDING, ID FUCK U LYING,
IF ON A PLANE- ID FUCK U FLYING,
AND IF U DIED-
YOU WOULDNT BE FORGOTTEN,
ID DIG U UP- & FUCK U ROTTEN,
& IF U ROTTED- & COULDNT BE FOUND,
FOR OLD TIMES SAKE-
ID FUCK THE GROUND!!!!
~~ME
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ROSES ARE STRAIGHT---->
VIOLETS ARE TWISTED~~~
BEND OVER BITCH,
YOUR ABOUT TO GET FISTED
~~ME



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WHEN I LOOK UP~ I FILL WITH FEAR,
IF ALL I HAVE~ IS WHAT LIES HERE.
THE LONELY WORLD~ THIS FUCKED UP PLACE.
~THEN COLD DARK STARS, & EMPTY SPACE...
I C NO REASON~~ 2 PERSEVERE~
NO REASON 2 LAUGH~~OR SHED A TEAR,
NO REASON 2 SLEEP~~ NOR 2 WAKE,
NO PROMISES KEPT~ & NONE TO MAKE.
AT NIGHT I STILL, RAISE MY EYES~
2 QUESTION THESE DARK~ MYSTERIOUS SKIES~
THAT VIEW ABOVE, AS COLD AS STONE.
"ARE YOU THERE GOD?"
..OR AM I ALONE??
~~ME  
 



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Stroke of luck~ Or a gift from GOD?
Hand of fate- Or the devils claw?
From below- Or saints above~~
U came to me.  I lose what I love most~~
Did u know I was lost~~ Till u found me
~ ~^ ^~ ♥ ♥ ^^ ♥ ♥~ ~^ ^~ ~
  


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I LOST MY VIRGINITY,
BUT I STILL HAVE-
THE BOX IT CAME IN
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~~ME


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^^~^^~Desiderata~^^~^^
Go placidly into the noise & haste,
Remember what peace lies in silence.
As far as possible, W/out surrender~
Be on good terms,W/ all persons.
Speak your mind~ Politely & clearly;
& listen 2 others,The dull & ignorant;
They 2 have their story.
Avoid loud & aggressive persons,
If u compare yourself~ With others,
U may become vain & bitter
4 always there will be~
Greater & lesser persons than yourself.
Have pride in your achievements~
As well as your goals.
Keep focused on your mind & self worth,
however Humble; It is a possession~
In the changing fortunes Of time.
Use caution in your Sexual affairs;
The world is full of Trickery & deceit~
But dont let this blind u
To what virtue there is;
Many people strive 4 high ideals;
& everywhere life is full~
Of dissappointment,pain
& mistrust~
BE YOURSELF
Dont b cynical about love Nor hate~
Nurture strength of spirit,
2 shield u in sudden misfortune.
Dont stress urself w/ dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of~
Anger & loneliness.
Be gentle w/ yourself.
U are a child of the Universe,
No less than the trees & the stars;
U have a right to be here
& whether or not~ It is clear to you,
The universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be @ peace w/ GOD~
Whatever u conceive him 2 be,
In the noisy confusion, Of life~
Keep peace w/ your soul.
*LOVE DEEPLY & HONESTLY*
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
DESIDERATA
~~~AUTHOR UNKNOWN


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Did u cum here 4 forgiveness??
Did u cum 2 raise the dead???
Did you come here~ To play  JESUS,
2 the demons~In your head??
Did I ask to much? More than alot.
U gave me nothing~~ Now its~~
All I got.
Were 1, But we"re not the same,
Well we hurt each other~
& well do it again.. U said~~
LOVE is a temple~ LOVES a higher law,
U ask me to enter, Then u make me crawl~
N I cant keep holdin on,
2 what weve got, When all we got~
I S  H U R T! 



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~IS IT MY TURN..2 WISH U WERE LYIN HERE?
~~I TEND 2 DREAM U & IM NOT SLEEPING~♥~♥~

                          
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RAPE IS NOT A LAUGHING MATTER!!
UNLESS YOUR RAPING A CLOWN!!     

      
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A RESTRAINING ORDER,
IS JUST ANOTHER WAY OF SAYING...
I LOVE YOU ♥~~♥




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"HE WHO STANDS ON TOILET~~
IS HIGH ON POT"



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Oil & water Lust & sympathy .
I'll life & death, My way through the sun.
Where originates~ All the pain
,
That leaves my memory~
A traumatic sponge & sings to u.
~~~~~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~~~~~~



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SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE QUITTEN,
I STILL MIGHT,
WHY DO I STILL RIDE?
Y DO I PUT UP THIS FIGHT?
SOMETIMES ITS HARD ENOUGH
JUST DEALIN W/ REAL LIFE.
SOMETIMES I WANNA~
JUMP THE GUN AND JUST
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  KILL MYSELF!!!!
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SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE A ROBOT,
S/TIMES I JUST KNOW NOT,
WHAT IM DOIN-
I JUST BLOW,
MY HEAD IS A STOVETOP-
I JUST EXPLODE,
THE KETTLE GETS SO HOT
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SOMETIMES MY MOUTH,
JUST OVERLOADS THE ASS~~
THAT I DONT GOT!!!



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Theres a certain mystique,
When I speak,  That u notice,
Thats sorta unique- Cuz u know its me,
My poetries deep, & Im still manic~
The way I flow~~ 2 this beat,
U cant sit still, Its like tryin~
2 smoke crack, N go to sleep,
Im strapped,Its known~
Any minute,I could snap,
Im the equevilont~ Of what would happen,
If BUSH rapped...
I bully u bitches~ So bad lyrically,
It aint even funny, I aint hungry,
It aint even money~ My noodles cacadoodle~
My clocks coo-coo, I got screws loose,
Yeah the whole~ Kitten caboodle,
Im just brutle, Its no rumor~
Im numero uno,Assume it,
Theres no humor in it~
No more, you know.



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I WOULD TAKE BULLETS 4 U,
ALL YOUR FACES I CANT SEE~
U ALL THINK ITS ABOUT ME~
  IM ABOUT TO BREAK,
THIS IS MY FATE,
AM I STILL DAMMED 2 A  LIFE~
OF MISERY & HATE?????
U WILL NEVER KNOW~~WHAT I DO FOR YOU,
WHAT U ALL~~PUT ME THRU
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IN REAL LIFE- LIKE AS IN DREAMS,
NOTHING IS QUITE..AS IT SEEMS!!
~~ME


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ON THIS ROAD- WHICH I HAVE TAKEN...
1 DAY WALKING- I WILL AWAKEN..
AMAZED 2 SEE- HOW FAR I"VE CUM...
..N WHERE I"M GOING- WHEN I"M DONE.
~I MAY CHANGE DIRECTION..IN A WHILE-
15 YEARS~OR 1 MORE MILE-
MY PATH IS LIT~~BY MY OWN FIRE~
GOING ONLY.. WHERE I DESIRE!!!!!
~~ME


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EVERYTIME I MASTERBATE
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A PERVERT GETS THEIR WINGS




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THERE ONCE WAS A MAN FROM NANTUCKET,
WHOS DICK WAS SO LONG HE COULD SUCK IT.
HE SAID, WITH A GRIN,
AS HE WIPED OFF HIS CHIN
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IF MY EAR WERE A CUNT...
I WOULD FUCK IT!


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ALL GROWN UP,
& STILL FASCINATED W/ NIPPLES!


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OPEN YOUR MIND,  
AND YOUR LEGS WILL FOLLOW!
~~ME




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MY EXGIRLFRIEND WAS A PSYCHIC~~~
BUT SHE LEFT ME- ..BEFORE WE MET!!
~~ME




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HERES TO THE BREEZES-
THAT BLOWS THRU THE TREEZES,
THAT LIFTS THE GIRLS SKIRTS~~
UP PAST THEIR KNEEZES,
IT TEASES & PLEASES &
SPREADS THE DISEASES,
  OH MY JEEZUS-
HERES TO THE BREEZES!!!
~~JANA LIMON


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May the bloody piles torment you,
May the corns grow on your feet,
May the crabs as big as bull frogs..
Crawl upon your balls and eat,
May u drink your moonshine whiskey..
Til your lifes a total wreck,
May u fall through your own danmed asshole..
And break your fucking neck!


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EVER HAD YOUR BELLY BUTTON LICKED
ON THE INSIDE???


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~~YEAH,
SPAGHETTI IS STRAIGHT ALSO...
UNTIL YA HEAT IT UP A LITTLE~~




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IF YOU LICK THEM,
THEY WILL CUM!!!!



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LOVE IS LIKE MASTERBATION,
SOUNDS LIKE A GOOD IDEA~AT FIRST,
, BUT IN THE END~~
YOUR ONLY FUCKIN YOURSELF
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To: lildyke80From: trypp/Date:Jan. 6th, 2004 1:20 AMSubject: No Subject Message: my lezbian friend thinks ur the sexxiest thing that ever walked the earth.



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I WOULDNT BE CAUGHT DEAD~~
WITH A NECROPHILIAC!!!


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~^^*~*~*BEAUTIFUL*~*~*^^~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~    
If I was BEAUTIFUL~~ Like you,
O the things I would do~
Those not blessed,
JWould b cryin out murder~
& I'd just laugh, & Get away w/ it too~
Like you do.
If I was BEAUTIFUL~~ Like you,
I'd b quick 2 assume~
They'do anything~
To please me~Why not,
I see their reaction~
When u walk into a room.
If I was BEAUTIFUL~~ Like you,
I'd have so many friends~
All fighting 4 my time,
To be the next 1 in line~
So if I hurt one~
I wouldnt have 2 make amends,
But that will never be,
That will never ever be~
Cuz I'm not,
BEAUTIFUL like you~
I'M BEAUTIFUL LIKE ME!!
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I truly believe in my heart~~
There is one person~One soul...
That completes another.
They are perfectly fitted in~~
Mind, Spirit, Passion, Play, & Desire,
They share a love that even time,
Will lie down and Be still for.
I have met some truely exceptional women,
Along this path,
& I have been around the block,
Plenty of times,
& know that I am a better person~~
Because of my experiences & openmindedness~
I love w/ passion,live w/excitement,
& play w/ enthusiasm,
I work w/ integrity,
& smile w/ very little provocation.
I want someone to take me~~~
Hold me~~ LOVE ME!!
~Find my heart,
& u can have my body~~
Find my soul, & IM YOURS FOREVER!!
~~ME


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I HURT SO BAD INSIDE, I WISH YOU COULD SEE-
THE WORLD THRU MY EYES~ I JUST WANNA LAUGH AGAIN



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DEAD I AM THE RAT,
FEAST UPON THE CAT,
TENDER IS THE FUR...
DYING AS U PURRRR.
~~ROB ZOMBIE



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ITS A REASON, FOR MY PAIN,
IN A SEASON, TO CELEBRATE,
I DONT WANNA, BE FULL OF HATE,
4 ANYBODY- BUT ITS TOO LATE!!!!




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I ALWAYS THOUGHT-
THAT WHEN IT CAME,
I"D BE READY 4 THE END.
  BY THAT TIME-
I"D B RESIGNED AND TAME,
DEATH WOULD APPEAR...
A WELCOMED FRIEND.
BUT WHAT IF I - STILL WANT 2 LIVE??
STILL WANT-2 LEARN & GROW??
WHAT IF I STILL- HAVE LOVE 2 GIVE??
  NOT YET READY 2 GO?
WHAT IF IM- 2 YOUNG STILL??
NOT OLD ENOUGH TO DIE??
WHAT IF I WANT- 2 LIVE LIFE MORE,
BEFORE I SAY,
 G O O D B Y E ? ?
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I DONT WANNA LOVE U,LIKE I DO~~~
I DONT WANNA HATE U, BUT YET ITS TRUE.
THE ANGER, PAIN, BULLSHIT & LIES~~
I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT I SAW~~
IN YOUR EYES. NOW HERE I SIT~~
ALWAYS FEELIN LIKE SHIT.
WHAT ELSE CAN BE SAID...
I WISH U WERE D E A D!!!
~~ME

                 


            
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  ~~♥~~♥~~♥~~♥~~

   ~~^^~~A WOMEN IS~~^^~~
Something Soft,Fragile,
Shes warm when u feel her-
Shes NAKED when shes touched, Discovered.
U see things happen- INSIDE of her,
She opens up.
Sometimes a women is SAD,ANGRY~
Sometimes HELPLESS,
Sometimes STRONG, WEAK~
~~B E A U T I F U L~~
But shes always~
Still only that 1 women.
Talk 2 her~ In deep whispers,
Tell her what her doing,
What u feel~~Move slowly.
Tell her how it feels~
To be INSIDE of her.
Touch her,caress her,
Use your mouth, your tongue,
your breath! Listen 2 her breathe~~
When shes ready 2 cum, Make her reach 4 you,
Play with her, TEASE her~Make her feel.
Let her touch herself....
So sensitive, So soft,Now drink her~
T A S T E  H E R
~~ME
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Everythings so blurry
& everyones so fake~ Everybodys empty,
& everything is so fucked up.
Be occupied w/out you~
I cannot live at all,
My whole world surrounds you~
I stumble and I crawl,
U could be my someone, U could be my scene~
No that I'll protect u, From all of the obscene.
I wonder what u doing,Imagine where u are~
Theres oceans in between us,
But thats not very far.
Everyone is changing~
Theres no1 left thats real.
So make up your own ending~
& Let me know, Just how u feel~
Cuz Iam lost w/out u, I cannot live at all.
My whole world surrounds u, I stumble & I crawl~
U could be my someone, u could be my scene.
U know that I will save u
From all of the unclean~
~~PUDDLE OF MUDD



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ALWAYS REMEMBER..
U R UNIQUE~~JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE

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AND ^^JESUS LOVES YOU^^
EVEN IF EVERYONE ELSE THINKS~~
YOURE AN ASSHOLE



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****Alyssa****
SOMEHOW~ SOMEDAY,
I WILL HAVE U~
I"LL FIND A WAY!!
  O yeah, in case u actually cared, YOU were the girl I wanted to FUCK in school.


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A TRUE FRIEND-
STABS U IN THE FRONT!!!
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^^^^I'M GONNA MAKE LIKE A BABY,
N HEAD OUT^^^^



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TO ALL THE VIRGINS-
THANKS FOR NOTHIN!!!!






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YA DONT GOTTA GO HOME~~
BUT GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE!!!


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   GONE  FISTING~
  NOW LEAVE!!

♥**SmOocHeS**♥


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~~~O YEAH...
THANKS FOR GOIN DOWN ON ME♥~~~~~~~





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