HAVEN
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Age: 44
Sex: Female
Sexuality: Lesbian
Occupation: ET/WC/DA
Location: AZ USA
Friends
37
Crushes
8
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Don't turn away
I pray you've heard
The words I've spoken
Dare to believe
For one last time
And then I'll get the

Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own

Carry me away

I need your strength
To get me through this
Dare to believe
For one last time
And then I'll get the

Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own


Sheila you dirty bitch!!! I've missed you soooooo much..I'm glad you're back and incase I haven't told you.....you're woman is a f*cking hottie! :)



BEAUTIFUL

If I was beautiful like you
Oh the things I would do
Those not so blessed would be crying out murder and I'd just laugh and get away with it to
Like you do

If I was beautiful like you
I would never be at fault
I'd walk in the rain between the raindrops bringing traffic to a halt

But that will never be
That will never ever be
Cuz i'm not beautiful like you
I'm beautiful like me
Beautiful like me

If I was beautiful like you
I'd be quick to assume
They'd do anything to please me, why not, a single reaction when you walk into the room

But that will never be
That will never ever be
Cuz I'm not beautiful like you
I'm beautiful like me
Beautiful like me

If I was beautiful like you
I'd have so many friends
All fighting for my time to be next in line, so if I hurt one I wouldn't have to make amends

That would never be
That would never ever be
Cuz I'm not beautiful like you
I'm beautiful like me
Like me

JOYDROP IS THE POO!!!



~I want to stick my tongue inside you and feel you throb inside my mouth~


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I make sounds~~
only other FREAKS can hear!




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To live is to love-
To die is to hate-
For me, I am dead-
My memory erased.
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When I'm dead~
and in my grave,
no more fucking~
will I crave,
but on my tombstone~
will be seen,
"HERE LIES THE BONES..
OF A FUCKING MACHINE!!
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In darkness, where my dreams are all too clear.
Darkness, filled with all the sounds of fear.
I hear voices calling far away.
I see shadows, moving, changing shape.
The clock stops as darkness closes in.
I hesitate but it's too late, I scream & scream again.
I hear colors black & red, I see sounds that fill my head.
Don't turn out the light or I'll go over the edge.--Human League




**I wrote this for my Love...**
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Sitting here thinking of you has left me so alone-
Wondering if you've seen the admiration I have shown-
Wanting just one chance to give my heart to you-
Wanting so bad to just be with you-
Afraid to fall in love again, my walls are up so high-
Can't stop how I feel, I just want to give it a try-
Been blind for so long, my eyes can't believe what they're seeing-
If I had never met you, I would have dreamt you into being.




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You touched my heart so deeply-
You rescued me, now free me-
Don't watch me cry, just see me go-
I'll take away the strongest feelings you will ever know-
We are passengers in time, locked together day and night-
I am the stranger who deserts you, only to love you in another life-
Be brave, if you hold me, you will hurt me, so now I must go-
But I will always bear one precious scar that only you will know.


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A little happy happy joy joy for Taylor :)
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I'll do anything that you say I won't-
I'll believe in you when you say I don't-
I can be your friend to hold you when you cry-
I can be the answer when you don't know why-
I will count your sheep when you want to sleep-
I will be your rope if you're in too deep-
I will quench your thirst when your well runs dry-
I will be your wings if you wish to fly-
All respect due, so I'll do it for you-
My word is true, so I'll do it for you.....Regardless



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Melissa Tharp-Born 3/4/73
Died 6/9/05
I will miss you so much. A day will not go by that you won't be in my thoughts. I love you!
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The handsome little man up above is my miracle child......Taryn Alexander took a very very very looooooooooooonnng time to get here. Putting momma through a grueling 36hr labor and then finally being cut out of my body via C-section, he graced us with his presence January 29th. The happiest kid I know....always happy and smiling and already a Lords fan....the only way he can go to sleep is if I put on one of there CD's.....thank you God for the wonderful gift and PRAISE THE LORDS FOR KEEPING HIM HAPPY!!!!

Crushes
Lords of Acid - Pretty In Kink