Age: 41
Sex: Male
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship: Single
Occupation: Audiofreakfanatic
Location: Gloucester, VA. USA

My Biography

Lying, staring between the stars, I fathom

The experiences death could bring

If I drew my last breath here

Under the canopy of the night

The warmth fading until I?d grown cold

Vision failing to nothingness

And what awaits those departing this existence

This vicious cycle of life, loss and death

When consciousness is at its weary end

What will replace the empty void

Another shadow of a waking dream

Eternal light, unending dark, something in between

And reflecting neither truth nor lies, the sky speaks

And the silence is intolerable.

-Fangs lie in wait beneath the mask of civility.....

- If you are flamable and have legs, you are never blocking a fire exit. (Mitch Hedburg)

- I smoke because it gives me knowledge. (GTA San Andreas)

- (Ven) She's defensive because her brother was gangraped in prison by a guy named Brutii. (Bean) Who? (Ven) He's from Panama, Japan. (Bean) *Laughing* (Ven) He's...a samurai. [Random Conversation]

- (Dankboy on 4/20/05) My buddies and I smoked on the steps of the capitol was sweet. (Bean) That's the best thing I've ever heard. You are the man.

- Best Quote: "The mind is more intriguing than the body. A body you can see and touch, but your hands can never grasp what the mind holds! (Don't get me wrong, I still like tits and ass!!)" (Aquarius)


Bio (Continued)

Eyes: Blue

Hair: Dark Blonde

Height: 6 foot even

Weight: 185 pounds

Interests: Smoking, enjoying music, playing videogames, writing.

Mantra: Fuck it. Let go. Don't believe, don't buy in. Just be.

Current Obsessions: Breaking the speed limit, smoking while listening to any of the following: The Mars Volta, Queens of the Stone Age, Incubus, Mudvayne, Killswitch Engage, Type O Negative, Kyuss, Byzantine, Chimaira, Meshuggah, Lamb of God, Pink Floyd, A Perfect Circle, Devildriver, Opeth, Praga Khan, Underworld, Led Zeppelin, Lords of Acid, System of a Down, Black Sabbath, Ozzy Ozbourne, Tool.

Visual Stimulation: Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Fight Club, The Matrix (series), Fear of a Black Hat, Office Space, Grandma's Boy, The Godfather (series), Pulp Fiction, Lord of the Rings (series), Hero, Kill Bill (series), Predator (choppa, get to it). Sic Pleasures: Death Proof, From Dusk Til Dawn, The Shinning, Secret Window

Positive Vibrations: Driving, reading, dreaming, speeding, speaking my mind, drifting on a perfect high while listening to good music.

Negative Vibrations: Close minded individuals, dramatic and shallow women, people that drive too slow, liars, advertising, television, blind faith in anything, sheep that walk on two legs, asleep on their feet, claiming they're free while their government feeds them lies with the fucking idiot box.


"(Per)Version Of A Truth"

When everything is lost (peel it all away)
Haunting us with questions (asking)
Will we...
Ever find the smile inside (no), is it hidden
Behind the sweating eyes (bleeding)
Dead inside a scream that's pouring from me

I'm planted in this skin, (constricting and pulling me)
This dirty filthy skin(rancid and stinging me)
I burn behind the walls,(that have become my world)
The bearer of a gift, fuck your gift

Truth does not exist,
But the lies do......

They're buried in the skin,


Perversion of a truth I'm stuck there,
(Inside of lies buried in me, why)
Born into a world never asked to be here
(Try to forget truth doesn't exist, truth)
(It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth)

always inside a tragedy (things never seem to go away)
A room that I remember, (portraits I carry)
Try letting go of this space (bad habits can't kick me)
The fool that fell from heaven, heaven...

Perversion of a truth I'm stuck there,
(Inside of lies buried in me, why)
Born into a world never asked to be here
(Try to forget truth doesn't exist, truth)
(It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth)

Maybe we're all the children of a star,
Misguided in direction, our misdirection
Pardon me while I pray for light

I'm not the only one,
that walks between the rain, there are many.
I'm not the only one,
When everything is lost that doesn't surrender

Perversion of a truth
I'm stuck there (Inside of lies buried in me, why)
Blind walking through a world
I never asked to be here

Versions of the truth...
I'm not the only one...



In this short time together, you have shown me so much,
What was once hidden from sight, has now become obvious,
With you, these senses have attained an unknown clarity.

And now here in the space between stars, you've come,
My mental salvation, filling the void inside my heart,
With you, I need nothing more and want nothing less.

Take me away from here, far from the chaos of life,
Lift me beyond the atmosphere through the obscuring clouds,
With you, I am becoming something more than human.

Deliver me from the mundane, the unthinking masses,
Relieve me of my own poisoned thoughts,
With you, the shadows of self doubt have died.

Breathe out so I can breathe you in,
Release my mind from it's own restraints,
With you, I have found the tranquil state of being.

You are my truth, my reality wrapped in a dream,
Divinity within nature's flawless gift,
With you, I have found something more.

With you, I have found true consciousness.

Lords of Acid - Pretty In Kink