bilzabub
About
Age: 49
Sex: Male
Sexuality: Straight
Occupation: AV Technician
Location: Minneapolis, MN. USA
Friends
27
Crushes
7
Membership

My Biography
When you hear of my death
for yourself shed a tear
for I know the secret
and you know the fear
(unknown author)

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I rush to type to read your words
to burn them in my mind
to see your eyes and dream your note
and feel them deep inside

the image flash within my chest

has left a charcoal stain
for pounding hearts
make diamond dust
where dirty marks had bean.

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Do you remember
The way that we prayed
For the Rain to Stop Falling
On that Summer Day
It was all around us
We had no Where to Escape
Thats when you said something special
I will Never Forget
I need to Hear you say those words
Again

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your hot breath burns uppon my skin
a Prelude to a song
lite chills like bells all my insides ring
a melody of song

When last we met my heart did yearn
this prelude to a song
my dreams were true your breath does burn
this melody of song

tomorrows thoughts reflect on this
a prelude to a song
the dance we shared the way we kiss
was the melody of song


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You Asked me if I Loved you


explinations
complications
words I dare not say

fantasy
reality
Dreams I dare not play

confusion
clarity
I share in every way

isolation
integration
a life not for today
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When Autumn Leaves Begin to fade
before the first Snowfall
I dream your face on Auburn fields
The forests your hairs gold

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Ahh, the people I miss on here.. I'm getting old, and seeing friends leave CoA and head off into the world. I miss you my friends and wish you happy journeys.

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what is it that makes my poll so much sexier then everybody elses? - (48 Votes)

Ribbed for her Pleasure 37%
your tongue sticks in winter 27%
Tastes like a Candy Cane 20%
its such a firm pole 8%
its such a long pole 6%
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what kind of poll do you want for Christmas - (12 Votes)

your Poll - 5 (41%)
a Barbershop Poll - 3 (25%)
the North Poll - 2 (16%)
a firemans Poll - 2 (16%)
a Flag Poll - 0 (0%)
Do you want to Take my Poll - (26 Votes)

can I still have other polls - 10 (38%)
Ewwwww - 9 (34%)
oh yes I want your Poll - 5 (19%)
Your Poll Scares me - 2 (7%)
Your Poll is the best Poll - 0 (0%)

a Woman Asked me to Take her Poll Should I... - (65 Votes)

Think it was some sex Toy - 20 (30%)
Think its anoverused COA thing - 20 (30%)
think she said take my Poll - 10 (15%)
Think She's a hermaphrodite - 8 (12%)
Think shes a guy - 7 (10%)
Who has the sexiest Poll - (65 Votes)

bilzabub - 16 (24%)
SweetMissG - 16 (24%)
VintageBoi - 13 (20%)
SinPixie - 12 (18%)
FucktAngel - 8 (12%)

Crushes
Lords of Acid - Pretty In Kink