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About
Age: 35
Sex: Male
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship: Single
Occupation: punk rocker
Location: oakdale, CA. USA
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My Biography
what do i think?
nothing


what do i know?
a lot


what don't i know?
a lot


what do i feel?
confused. and angry. the anger feels good


what don't i feel?
satisfied


what do i want?
more


what don't i want?
to stagnate


what do i do?
whatever i want


what don't i do?
listen


what do i like?
moments


what don't i like?
outside interference


1. deception
2. manipulation
3. superficial

8. settle
9. repetition
10. independence
11. karma
12. self understanding over co-dependency


where am i going?
i don't know


where have i been?
everywhere


where am i now?
nowhere


where was i yesterday?
in hell


where will i be tomorrow?
in the sky


why am i here?
im lost


do i make good choices?
if its worth it


do i make bad choices?
selectively on purpose


what is life?
circles


why is life what it is?
its impossible to escape it


am i alive?
technically, yes, and in regard to the feeling of life.. on beautiful occasion.


am i dying?
everyone is dying but i simply live, and then die.


am i dead?
nothing is dead, it is just adequately repressed


what is me?
the simplified equation - just one


what is i?
the angry incarnation of me


who are you?
an observer


why are you here?
being idle creates boredom
boredom breeds curiosity.
curiosity leads to discovery
discovery leads to choice


choice leads to consequence
consequence leads to reaction
reaction leads to consequence
consequence leads to reaction
reaction leads to consequence
consequence leads to reaction
reaction leads to consequence
consequence leads to reaction
reaction leads to consequence
....


what does all of this mean?
everything is equally meaningless.
everything


if nothing means anything,
then everything can mean nothing


if you don't know who you are then you won't really know how someone else feels


it is important to deeply understanding things, on all levels, before making decisions based on them.



if you don't know what to say, think.

if you don't know what to think, listen

if you don't know what to listen to, escape

if you don't know where to go, go somewhere new

if you end up somewhere you've never been and you don't know what to do, where to go, or why you've done anything, you will either implode or explode.


everything means EVERY thing


if something good happens, look for something bad.
if something bad happens, look for something good.


if anything is unbalanced your work is unfinished


the best time for anything good is tomorrow
the best time for anything difficult is now
the best time for anything meaningless is never


understanding what something means includes understanding what it doesn't mean..
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