Age: 33
Sex: Female
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship: Engaged
Occupation: loving my jay jay ^_^
Location: topeka, KS. USA

My Biography
okay i'm going to write this to rob:
thank you for all the wonderful things you have said to me. it keeps me going, it keeps me living my life knowing that i shouldn't feel regretful for the person i am today. you make me feel beautiful on the outside as well as the inside. you made me a better person... the person i am today has been because of you! i love you so much you are such a beautiful person and you mean the world to me! i'm glad i mean something to you otherwise this would be pointless. you help me so much and make me happier each day. i always look foward to hearing you and going to another one of your classes. i love all your hugs and kisses and all the wonderful things you say to me. i feel so protected when i'm with you and there isn't another way i would like our friendship! i look foward to getting closer throughout the days and to hold your hand when we go on field trips! you are such a wonderful person! i love you tons

okay melissa and i both rented room for eachother so here i go: Kidofacid- you are so much fun you always somehow manage to make me smile even on the days when i'm at my worst and i'm greatly in your debt forever... my gratitude for you has gone far past the average friend you truly are something special. you have a gift to make people smile and you use it. you are so trusting, sweet and you are the ideal friend. we have had so many fun times and i will cherish those forever. i smile at our memories in the past. i hold on to the fun we have now. and i look foward to all the great times we will have in our future. i'm so lucky to have you as a friend. life can't get better than this. you danced with bethany's ex boyfriend you took my ex-boyfriend and i thought i would hate you but amazingly we became best friends. we have something to share and to laugh about. boys won't cramp our style. wow this is going to be a great year and a great life ahead. i can't wait! i ♥ you tons! thanks a million for all the laughter and the smiles! *muah*
-love nicole

i love jason so much i'm so lucky to have him... and i'm lucky he's alive cuz without him i would just die

i love you all and if anyone wants to talk you know just email me or whatever!

i ♥ JASON, melissa, kiwi, jennifer, adam, adam, paul, hillary, casey, cami, PIZZA, rob... ummm if i forgot you just drop me a message and go bitch put me up there before i smack you in your god damn face!

I?m running out of air
Theres a carnival in the graveyard tonight
With the clouds that fall with poison
And they fall on my skin making tiny holes
Erasing my legacy
Nothing hurts
Nothings right
I am nothing
Turning to the left
I get on a ride
And the ride?s dark..
And drive nazi cars..
And I am no longer afraid
Because I?ve held on so tight
That I?ve crushed them...
I?ve crushed them
It covers me
And I try to find comfort in the darkness
Where I am no longer your misanthropic majesty
With only one match...And one chance to burn...
Only one..


hello there the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
we?ll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we?ll wish this never ends
we?ll wish this never ends


We held hands on the last night on earth.
Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees,
screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves.
It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated
along the bottom of the river.
So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea
and the shattered seasons lay,
and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease.
In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner."
The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide.
We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes
of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress.
The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn
as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop.
The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime.
I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked
if you would accompany me in a quick fall,
but you made me realize that my ticket wasn?t for two.
I rode alone.
You said, "The cinders are falling like snow."
There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty,
bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence.
Of blue and grey.
Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city.
The sun was stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon
and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines.
Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward,
and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched
into the earth like a message.

Lords of Acid - Pretty In Kink