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luriddream
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Age: 38
Sex: Male
Sexuality: Necrophiliac
Relationship: Single
Location: orlando, FL. USA
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i would rather die tomorrow than live 100 years without knowing you -- ShMuNkY
Loving someone is nothing, being loved is something, but being loved by the person you love is everything -- ShMuNkY
im gone !
Fuck it ALL !!!!
Fuck this world !!!!
Fuck everything that YOU stand for !!!!
Dont belong !!!!
Dont exist !!!!
Dont give a shit !!!!
Dont ever judge me !!!!
Ash (iampoptart): im not ur short short man. Keep it real. PEACCCCE
Cassie (cass228): your sweet as hell dont change hehe ooooo dont ever get contacts and thanx for trading hair with me.
MY LIFE MY CURSE
AS THE WORLD COLAPSES ON ME
ALL EMOTIONS LET LOOSE
ALL FEELINGS DIE
EVERYTHING FADES
AS I OPEN MY EYES
THIS IS MY LIFE MY CURSE
THE ONLY THING THAT?S LEFT
ITS ALL PART OF THAT DAY
I WAS OBLITERATED FROM MY WORLD
I WAS VANISHED
THE DEMONS WITHIN MY HEAD HAVE ARIVED
THEY?VE COME TO RESCUE MY CORPSE
AS I WATCH FROM ABOVE
I WAS SENTENCED TO LIFE IN HELL
AND WITHIN MINUTES I FELL
FEELINGS
CONFUSED BY WHAT HAPPENED
DINT KNOW WHERE TO TURN
A FEELING INSIDE LED HIM TO RETURN
HE WANTED IT SO BAD
HE TRIED AND TRIED
NOTHING SEEMED TO WORK AT THE TIME
SO HE REACHED OUT HIS HAND
TRYING TO COPE ,TO ESCAPE
NO SOLUTIONS JUST HIS FAITH
HE BELIEVED IN WHAT HE KNEW
HIS HEART WAS HIS GUIDE
SUFFERING
ANGUISH
DISTRESS
MISERY
AGONY
TORMENT
FRUSTRATION
AGGRAVATION
IRRITATION
DISTURBANCE
NUISANCE
IF ONLY HE HAD A TRUE ANSWER
IF ONLY HE KNEW
HE NEEDED TO KNOW WHAT WAS FALSE AND TRUE
HIS FEELINGS CHANGED LIKE CAMELEON SKIN
HIS THOUGHTS WERE DOUBTFUL
DEPRESSION
DESPAIR
MELANCHOLY
GLOOMINESS
TRYING TO FIND THE ANSWER
HE SEARCHED FOR FEELINGS
HE FOUND NOTHING
IT WAS ALL A LIE
HIS HEART SHE HAD KILLED
IN A MATTER OF MINUTES
SHE STEPS ON HIS DEAD HEART
JUST FOR THE THRILL
ANGST
SORROW
TORMENT
ANXIETY
FEAR
*this tought or poem or whatever you want to call it was writen for a friend after i had felt their pain i had no idea of how to help him so i wrote it . Siul man i feel you brother.
Im sitting in my room
with a needle in my hand
waiting for the tomb
of some old dying man
Lesson in life: Dont hate something someone does you might do the same thing their doing and you dont even notice!!!!!!!!
ISUCK69 : HELL YEAH DUDE FUCK THEM . YOU RULE DUDE
DONT YOU JUST HATE HYPOCRITS I HATE THEM WITH MY GUTS. I JUST HATE IT WHEN THEY GET PISSED OFF ABOUT SOMETHING AND THEN THEY END UP DOING IT ISNT THAT FUCKED UP BUT MOST OF THESE PPL DONT HAVE A CLUE OF BEING ONE THATS CAUSE DENIAL IS THE FIRST STEP. I JUST WANT TO SAY TO ALL THE PPL OUT THERE IF YOU GET PISSED OFF AT SOMEONE BECAUSE OF SOMETHING THEY DID MAKE SURE YOU DONT DO IT AND DONT GET MAD AT PPL CAUSE THEYRE DOING SOMETHING IF YOUR DOING IT URSELF. AND MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL..... BE UR FUCKING SELF !!!!!
i am nothing
Tonight im nothing
it doesnt matter where i've been
delay of reaction is the
unseen movie of this life
i remember one of my friends
telling me to go ahead
water on every side
there's a dead spot in my eye
if i listen close at night
there's something coming my way
like somone called my name
but i din't care to look that way
i just fixed my eyes into the crowd
it would have been strange to turn around
if you would tell me that i was someone
then for a second i would think
just like i would try to concider
how it would feel to know
i have to get on with this
it's a decision for tonight
out to look for chances
it is murder of my mind
once i was someone new
i was chosen for a while
then with time i am changing
at least thats what they say
what is worth for being here
i pray so often for a change
-katatonia-
hello there now what on earth are you doing looking in my profile looks like your really bored .
Id like to send a BIG FUCK YOU to all the ppl that have tried and make me miserable you deserve it and you know who you all are . You can all sit on a 10 foot pole and twirl fuckers. No matter how many times you try and make me misserable ill still be me unlike urselfs you change urlife to make everybody elses life miserable but hey guess what im not that person to mess with ive been through so much in my 17 years of living in this fucked up place and there is alwasy that one person that immature, mindless piece of shit ooops i mean person that wants to make me miserable but i am the way i am no one will make me miserable i have all i need food, a bed , and my new girlfriend Deana ( my dean explorer guitar) so i dont need anymore specially taking bullshit from you out there who thinks you can do whatever you want.
QuOtEs
"do you serve a purpose or purposely serve "?
Death awaits you so surrender your soul thats the only way your going to die either way so why not just go now and suffer less ???
"lifes a bitch you live you suffer you die"
"trust no one for no one is your true friend"
BANDS:
slipjoint,Evanescnence, cold, behemoth, vehemence,cradle of filth, sworn enemy , crematory, theatre of tragedy, dimmu borgir, hypocrisy, orphanage, dismember, agathodaimon, satyricon, kataklysm, opprobrium, in flames, therion, scrape, sinister, pessimist, deeds of flesh , exhumed, anal blast,mortician, candiria, noctuary, dew of nothing, shade empire, agravated static, arch enemy, into eternity, dimension zero, the forsaken, rotting christ, shadows fall, god forbid, scar culture, lacuna coil , dark tranquility, old mans child, opeth, katatonia,bloodbath, skepticism, ulver, anata, armageddon , six feet under, rammstein, obituary, mortician, unholy, acid bath , skin lab, celtic frost , and oceans, hate breed, crossbreed, testament, warmachine, static-x, divine empire, malevolent creation, ozzy ,meshuggah, murderdolls, slipknot, mudvayne,deftones, reflux, nora, poison the well.
Fuck it ALL !!!!
Fuck this world !!!!
Fuck everything that YOU stand for !!!!
Dont belong !!!!
Dont exist !!!!
Dont give a shit !!!!
Dont ever judge me !!!!
life is a bitch thats why i killed her long ago now i enjoy the pleasures of life at the fullest
somebody sssstop me !!!! this world is full of assholes cant really trust anybody anymore these days.
GO US KILL KILL KILL FUCK THAT BASTARD AND ALL HIS PPL
my knowledge is far more powerful than what i can take
my anger is taken out with mind games
its all a game in life hahahhahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha
retain me in a glass tank have me on display,
put me in a straight jacket for now for all i can do now is decay ,
decay into dust and dirt,my life has been nothing but a mistake ,
for i owe my life to the desicions i take ,
now i look into this lurid, abhorrent and hatefull place ,
just to have people stare in my face ,
all i can do is cope with the horifying life i live on earth
If you are offended in some way by what i have in my profile deal with it urself maybe its because it fits you just right
Loving someone is nothing, being loved is something, but being loved by the person you love is everything -- ShMuNkY
im gone !
Fuck it ALL !!!!
Fuck this world !!!!
Fuck everything that YOU stand for !!!!
Dont belong !!!!
Dont exist !!!!
Dont give a shit !!!!
Dont ever judge me !!!!
Ash (iampoptart): im not ur short short man. Keep it real. PEACCCCE
Cassie (cass228): your sweet as hell dont change hehe ooooo dont ever get contacts and thanx for trading hair with me.
MY LIFE MY CURSE
AS THE WORLD COLAPSES ON ME
ALL EMOTIONS LET LOOSE
ALL FEELINGS DIE
EVERYTHING FADES
AS I OPEN MY EYES
THIS IS MY LIFE MY CURSE
THE ONLY THING THAT?S LEFT
ITS ALL PART OF THAT DAY
I WAS OBLITERATED FROM MY WORLD
I WAS VANISHED
THE DEMONS WITHIN MY HEAD HAVE ARIVED
THEY?VE COME TO RESCUE MY CORPSE
AS I WATCH FROM ABOVE
I WAS SENTENCED TO LIFE IN HELL
AND WITHIN MINUTES I FELL
FEELINGS
CONFUSED BY WHAT HAPPENED
DINT KNOW WHERE TO TURN
A FEELING INSIDE LED HIM TO RETURN
HE WANTED IT SO BAD
HE TRIED AND TRIED
NOTHING SEEMED TO WORK AT THE TIME
SO HE REACHED OUT HIS HAND
TRYING TO COPE ,TO ESCAPE
NO SOLUTIONS JUST HIS FAITH
HE BELIEVED IN WHAT HE KNEW
HIS HEART WAS HIS GUIDE
SUFFERING
ANGUISH
DISTRESS
MISERY
AGONY
TORMENT
FRUSTRATION
AGGRAVATION
IRRITATION
DISTURBANCE
NUISANCE
IF ONLY HE HAD A TRUE ANSWER
IF ONLY HE KNEW
HE NEEDED TO KNOW WHAT WAS FALSE AND TRUE
HIS FEELINGS CHANGED LIKE CAMELEON SKIN
HIS THOUGHTS WERE DOUBTFUL
DEPRESSION
DESPAIR
MELANCHOLY
GLOOMINESS
TRYING TO FIND THE ANSWER
HE SEARCHED FOR FEELINGS
HE FOUND NOTHING
IT WAS ALL A LIE
HIS HEART SHE HAD KILLED
IN A MATTER OF MINUTES
SHE STEPS ON HIS DEAD HEART
JUST FOR THE THRILL
ANGST
SORROW
TORMENT
ANXIETY
FEAR
*this tought or poem or whatever you want to call it was writen for a friend after i had felt their pain i had no idea of how to help him so i wrote it . Siul man i feel you brother.
Im sitting in my room
with a needle in my hand
waiting for the tomb
of some old dying man
Lesson in life: Dont hate something someone does you might do the same thing their doing and you dont even notice!!!!!!!!
ISUCK69 : HELL YEAH DUDE FUCK THEM . YOU RULE DUDE
DONT YOU JUST HATE HYPOCRITS I HATE THEM WITH MY GUTS. I JUST HATE IT WHEN THEY GET PISSED OFF ABOUT SOMETHING AND THEN THEY END UP DOING IT ISNT THAT FUCKED UP BUT MOST OF THESE PPL DONT HAVE A CLUE OF BEING ONE THATS CAUSE DENIAL IS THE FIRST STEP. I JUST WANT TO SAY TO ALL THE PPL OUT THERE IF YOU GET PISSED OFF AT SOMEONE BECAUSE OF SOMETHING THEY DID MAKE SURE YOU DONT DO IT AND DONT GET MAD AT PPL CAUSE THEYRE DOING SOMETHING IF YOUR DOING IT URSELF. AND MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL..... BE UR FUCKING SELF !!!!!
i am nothing
Tonight im nothing
it doesnt matter where i've been
delay of reaction is the
unseen movie of this life
i remember one of my friends
telling me to go ahead
water on every side
there's a dead spot in my eye
if i listen close at night
there's something coming my way
like somone called my name
but i din't care to look that way
i just fixed my eyes into the crowd
it would have been strange to turn around
if you would tell me that i was someone
then for a second i would think
just like i would try to concider
how it would feel to know
i have to get on with this
it's a decision for tonight
out to look for chances
it is murder of my mind
once i was someone new
i was chosen for a while
then with time i am changing
at least thats what they say
what is worth for being here
i pray so often for a change
-katatonia-
hello there now what on earth are you doing looking in my profile looks like your really bored .
Id like to send a BIG FUCK YOU to all the ppl that have tried and make me miserable you deserve it and you know who you all are . You can all sit on a 10 foot pole and twirl fuckers. No matter how many times you try and make me misserable ill still be me unlike urselfs you change urlife to make everybody elses life miserable but hey guess what im not that person to mess with ive been through so much in my 17 years of living in this fucked up place and there is alwasy that one person that immature, mindless piece of shit ooops i mean person that wants to make me miserable but i am the way i am no one will make me miserable i have all i need food, a bed , and my new girlfriend Deana ( my dean explorer guitar) so i dont need anymore specially taking bullshit from you out there who thinks you can do whatever you want.
QuOtEs
"do you serve a purpose or purposely serve "?
Death awaits you so surrender your soul thats the only way your going to die either way so why not just go now and suffer less ???
"lifes a bitch you live you suffer you die"
"trust no one for no one is your true friend"
BANDS:
slipjoint,Evanescnence, cold, behemoth, vehemence,cradle of filth, sworn enemy , crematory, theatre of tragedy, dimmu borgir, hypocrisy, orphanage, dismember, agathodaimon, satyricon, kataklysm, opprobrium, in flames, therion, scrape, sinister, pessimist, deeds of flesh , exhumed, anal blast,mortician, candiria, noctuary, dew of nothing, shade empire, agravated static, arch enemy, into eternity, dimension zero, the forsaken, rotting christ, shadows fall, god forbid, scar culture, lacuna coil , dark tranquility, old mans child, opeth, katatonia,bloodbath, skepticism, ulver, anata, armageddon , six feet under, rammstein, obituary, mortician, unholy, acid bath , skin lab, celtic frost , and oceans, hate breed, crossbreed, testament, warmachine, static-x, divine empire, malevolent creation, ozzy ,meshuggah, murderdolls, slipknot, mudvayne,deftones, reflux, nora, poison the well.
Fuck it ALL !!!!
Fuck this world !!!!
Fuck everything that YOU stand for !!!!
Dont belong !!!!
Dont exist !!!!
Dont give a shit !!!!
Dont ever judge me !!!!
life is a bitch thats why i killed her long ago now i enjoy the pleasures of life at the fullest
somebody sssstop me !!!! this world is full of assholes cant really trust anybody anymore these days.
GO US KILL KILL KILL FUCK THAT BASTARD AND ALL HIS PPL
my knowledge is far more powerful than what i can take
my anger is taken out with mind games
its all a game in life hahahhahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha
retain me in a glass tank have me on display,
put me in a straight jacket for now for all i can do now is decay ,
decay into dust and dirt,my life has been nothing but a mistake ,
for i owe my life to the desicions i take ,
now i look into this lurid, abhorrent and hatefull place ,
just to have people stare in my face ,
all i can do is cope with the horifying life i live on earth
If you are offended in some way by what i have in my profile deal with it urself maybe its because it fits you just right
Crushes
Lords of Acid - Pretty In Kink
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