DecAdence3
About
Age: 39
Sex: Female
Sexuality: Straight
Relationship: Dating
Occupation: A little part time job...
Location: shit town, MI. USA
My Biography
You are your stand. Your stand is who you are. All you are is your word. All the rest is a story.


Okay...so I've realized my profile is extremely lame. I'm just undeniably lazy right now.

Well..to start off..a little bit of info on me or my life. ---> I'm 17 which won't be for long. I'll be 18 soon, a couple weeks, and then OMG..I am legal to buy ciggerettes..lame. Anyway, I originally have brown hair, but I have some insane obsession with changing it every 2 weeks. It bores me. But I know you don't want to hear about my hair. So I grew up with a nut case mother, yes most people do. The cult she was in was probly what fucked me up the most. It was cooL for a while, different...but no, things got invasive, and my family wasn't too much of a family anymore. The sex, the scandles, the lies...the spirit guides that controlled us. Whatever. When your mother is making herself fly and whatnot, you tend to think twice about what a "normal" family is. But enough about that...I could go on for years. The happy ending is that she is out...but the unhappy part is that she is full blown Christian now, and preaching to me 24/7. Me on the other hand can't even begin to start to believe in anything again. But that is my problem, not hers.


So music...yes music...Nine Inch Nails is my favorite to begin. MY LOVE. And what I've noticed is that many of you people like NIN too. It's delightful. Where I'm from, they think I"m satanic if I like that kind of music. Ignorance I tell ya, whatever. It doesn't bother me so much anymore, you learn to deal with it. As for fake people...everyone is fake, as sad and as much as we'd like to deny it...it's true. There is no way in hell anyone can survive in this world without being fake. A simple niceness to the people your waiting on if you're a waitress when you're pissed off and really want to just bash their heads in, is simply being fake. You HAVE to be nice to them, as much as don't want to. LIFE...is all this is...and LIVING is what we must do. UGHHH...now shit, I just got way off topic...I was on Music...hmmm...okay I also like Marilyn Manson, KMFDM, Alanis Morrisette, Rob Zombie, Tori Amos, Nirvana sometimes, Techno, Sheryl Crow's old cds, The Baatles, The Doors, Eminem, Paul Okenfold...well whatever...I don't feel like listing them all.


I'm going to live in Australia..it's my dream. Far away from here and lovely as can be. I want a Kangaroo, but maybe I'll just get a Walabee (sp?) they look just like kangaroos but smaller, I can deal with that. But for now, I'm stuck here...great.


I like drugs...must admitt...they like me too...but...I need to stop. BAD DRUGS BAD. Drinking must be one of my major problems...get a fifth in front of me and it'll be gone in 30 minutes. Fun times, bad mornings.


Well, I hope this is enough information for now. Maybe I'll get inspired and write more later. But that isn't happening right now, so catch ya later.

~Jocelyn
Crushes
Lords of Acid - Pretty In Kink